They went on in silence down the path; following their
different fates。 The trees grew darker and darker; the snow made
only a dimness in an unreal world。 And like a shadow; the day
had gone into a faintly luminous; snowy evening; while she was
talking aimlessly to him; to keep him at a distance; yet to keep
him near her; and he walked heavily。 He opened the garden gate
for her quietly; and she was entering into her own pleasances;
leaving him outside the gate。
Then even whilst she was escaping; or trying to escape; this
feeling of pain; came Maggie the next day; saying:
〃I wouldn't make Anthony love you; Ursula; if you don't want
him。 It is not nice。〃
〃But; Maggie; I never made him love me;〃 cried Ursula;
dismayed and suffering; and feeling as if she had done something
base。
She liked Anthony; though。 All her life; at intervals; she
returned to the thought of him and of that which he offered。 But
she was a traveller; she was a traveller on the face of the
earth; and he was an isolated creature living in the fulfilment
of his own senses。
She could not help it; that she was a traveller。 She knew
Anthony; that he was not one。 But oh; ultimately and finally;
she must go on and on; seeking the goal that she knew she did
draw nearer to。
She was wearing away her second and last cycle at St。
Philip's。 As th