黎抿起唇,緩緩搖了搖頭,黑暗中,也不知他能不能看見,半晌才道:“我們不可能再在一起,若無其事。”
“那你今晚為什麼要來?”
她被問住,頓時語塞,為什麼要來?明知道不能在一起,為什麼要來?分手還是牽手,這樣簡單的選擇,卻又是這樣的複雜,親情與愛情,理智與情感,光明與黑暗,是任由道德綁縛,還是隨著心魔墮落?她知道怎麼做,可她做不到,卻又不能不做。
腦袋炸了一樣的疼,她扶住額頭,他將她攬在懷裡,輕輕撫她的背,“對不起,我知道讓你很為難。。。。。。我也不奢求什麼。。。。。。把這一切都當成夢好不好?就當是騙騙我,行不行?”
淚水瞬間溼了她的眼,她深深愛著的男人,以這樣謙卑的姿態在懇求她,她沒有辦法拒絕,只想要安撫他疼惜他寵愛他,給他一切。。。。。。哪怕,只是在騙他,只是在騙自己。
他吻她微溼的雙眸,牽了她的手,一起走向神父,他們在門口耽誤了這麼久,神父仍是和藹微笑,以不標準的中文問他們,“準備好了嗎?”
蕭佑城點點頭,神父念起婚姻誓詞,大約因為熟悉,說的是英語。
“Richard; do you take Chris for your lawful wedded wife; to live together after God’s ordinance; in the holy estate of matrimony? Will you love her; honor her; fort her and keep her in sickness and in health; and cherish her from this day forward; forsaking all others; keeping only unto her for as long as you both shall live? ”
(Richard,你願意接納 Chris 為你的妻子,共同過婚姻生活嗎?你願意愛她、尊重她、安撫她、守護她,不論是健康或疾病,在你們有生之年,不另作他想,忠誠對待她嗎?)
“I do。”
“Chris; do you take Richard for your lawful wedded husband; to live together after God’s ordinance; in the holy estate of matrimony? Will you love him; honor him; fort him and keep him in sickness and in health; and cherish him from this day forward; forsaking all others; keeping only unto him for as long as you both shall live? ”
(Chris,你願意承認Richard為你的丈夫,共同過婚姻生活嗎?你願意愛她、尊重她、安撫她、守護她,不論是健康或疾病,在你們有生之年,不另作他想,忠誠對待他嗎?)
“I。。。。。。do。”
“Seal the promises you have made with each other with a kiss。”
(請以一個吻為彼此做出承諾。)
他轉身,輕輕扶過她的臉龐,她的眸中又泛起溼意,他俯下身,先